From the beginning of the poem

How I Feel About My Life

From my father I inherited the ability
to stand in a field and stare.

Look, look at that gray dot by the fence.
It's his donkey. My father doesn't have
a deep interest in donkeys, more a figurative one.
To know it's out there nuzzling the ground.

That’s how I feel about my life.
I like to skirt the edges. There it is in the field.
Feeding itself.

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